"You've left me speechless..."

Speechless by Lady Gaga is my new favorite song.
I just thought I'd share.
If you havent listened to it yet you are crazy and missing out.
Listen to the whole song, otherwise, you'll find it pretty strange.

Finally, a conversation.

I told myself that I wouldn't post more than two or three times in a week. But I HAD to post today!

It's about Derek.(remember our talk about the nickname).
Today, at school, we talked. About me liking him, and him making out with my best friend.
He said that he didn't like her and that he wouldn't go out with her. Then I told him that I felt bad for her because she thinks he is in love with her. I told him that he should tell her, because she cant just go around thinking that.
Then the conversation turned to me, and how i liked him. Apparently I was "obsessed" with him. According to Derek one day I am going to have a boyfriend and become so obsessed with him that I wont stop calling him, and texting him and he will end up breaking up with me. Really? Because I rarely talk to Derek.Maybe that's why he never wanted me, he thought I was obsessed with him? I mean, my best friend that he made out with isn't even prettier than me, plus she's not what I'd call "skinny", haha. So that has to be the only reason why he would kiss her and not me. Right?
For the most part, I really enjoyed having a conversation with him. Thats all Ive ever wanted. No matter how pathetic it sounds.

Anyway, we will have to get back to this, this post is getting to be too long. Bye girls!

Summer

For sure there has to be a topic about summer.
And before I begin, aren't you so proud of me? I updated twice in one day!

This summer has to be amazing. To accomplish that goal I have to go to the beach with my best friend, Eva. I'll have to do a whole other post about her and our friendship over the years. Anyway, we went to the beach last summer and had a horrible time!
So this summer we plan on redoing that and having the time of our lives! It'll be fun.
Chilling at the pool, laying out by the ocean, meeting guys who are all types of hot.
Eating the best food, staying up till we get bags under our eyes, sneaking out every night, just to giggle and get that rush of adrenaline for doing something so fun!
When we go, I'll take pictures of the condo, beach, us in our cute bikinis, and anything else imaginable.
I'll post some too.
We can talk more about this when Eva and I have it more planned out.
Cant wait!
Summer 2010 will be amazing.

"Derek"

Remember that guy that Ive been crushing on? Well, I decided to finally go ahead and tell you about him:
His name is Marlon, he's athletic (plays Basketball, Football, and runs Track for our school and the summer track program.), nice, funny, hot, and well...he even dresses really good. He has the most gorgeous smile you will ever see. Every time he flashes that smile, a little part inside of me melts. And his body.Don't even get me started. In one word...sexy!
But Lately, he's been giving me a lot of mixed signals. I guess he hasn't really, but since I have liked him for 2 years now, to me he has. So every time he says anything to me, or smiles at me or waves to me...I freak out! I'll get my best friend and Ill tell her all about it.
He doesnt like me. If he did he would have asked me out when he figured out I liked him last year. It sucks really.
Then,last week on Thursday, he made out with my best friend. She didn't even tell me. She tried to keep it a secret but everyone was talking about it. Of course I figured out. So yesterday I confronted her and told her that I was pissed. One, she didn't even bother to tell me, and two, she made out with Marlon. After a long fight about it all, she apologized and we made up.
Now, I know it's stupid to get mad about it, but you have NO IDEA how much I like him.I know it isn't meant to be, but it's just so hard to accept it.

I'll probably update a lot about him, so from now on we'll call him "Derek". (Hence the post title) Because in case, for some weird reason, he ever comes across this site, I don't want his name to catch his attention. I wouldn't want him reading all of this.
*I'll go back and tag all the other posts that mention Derek.*

My hair journey - Part two.

Since the first post about Dr.Miracles hair products, I have been using the oil. It has worked quite nicely, as it has helped the growth in the temple and nape area and has noticeably stopped breakage. Also my hair is softer and shinier. I stopped using it last week and the week before because I got lazy. But I am back to using it and am excited to keep seeing results.

I would post pics, but I will do that at the VERY end of my journey. So stay tuned for that.

I love this product so much, I could do without the awful smell and the oiliness, but the results make up for it. :)