The Worst Feeling...

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Nervousness. I'm so nervous for track tomorrow. We have our first day of conditioning for the year. We have two weeks of conditioning and then we have Winter break for two weeks. Then it's back to one week of conditioning.
Soon after, it's try-outs.

Where I live, at my school, sports are very important to us. So they want the best of the best to be on each team. So of course (like most schools) there is a Varsity and Junior Varsity team for Track and Field. Tryouts determine which team and what event (Pole Vault, 4x100 relay, 200 Meter Sprint, etc...) is best for you.
Track is usually an open sport where anyone can join and events are chosen for you. But this year, in highschool, it's tryouts. It makes since though...
I don't want to get stuck on a bad team where everyone is really bad and I am better than them. (No cockiness intended.)

Regardless, our first day of conditioning is killing me. The day hasn't even started yet and I'm already dying of nerves! I just hope I can get along with everyone and do good at conditioning.

I'll keep you updated on all that happens. I have exams (mid terms) to study for and lots of homework to catch up on. So I won't post again until Tuesday.

Im Just Venting:

Guess what? Im pissed today!
My day was going great, I had talked to my crush alot, he even slapped my butt(AH!)and I saw him shirtless during (track)practice. But it all went downhill from there. In track I run the 4x100 meter relay. I ALWAYS run that relay. And now, they've kicked me off the relay and replaced me with 4 girls who are slower than me. I am sooo mad. The 4x100 relay is MY THING, that is just what I do, and now they took me off of it. I deserve to be on it, Ive worked soooo hard.
And then to top my day off I went to a track meet with my friend (after practice) and she got yelled at by her mom for something that was my fault. She was humiliated and sad. She was even crying! So overall my day sucked.