Could it be?

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Is Minty crushing on someone else?

I've been lying to myself for a while now, but I'm pretty sure I am falling for this guy at school.

Let's call him Cohen.

So Cohen is not my "type", maybe that's why I've been denying my feelings for him.
He's short and wears glasses. But at the same time he's funny, outgoing, nice, athletic, and really sweet.
He has an amazing sense of humor and could make your day so easily.

No guy has ever been as nice to me as he is. Its an amazing feeling, and even if we aren't together, I feel safe and confident with him.

The best thing is that, unlike Derek, I am friends with Cohen, and he's friends with me. So if anything were ever to happen, it wouldn't be sudden or weird, or awkward.

It'd be normal and it'd feel right.
I can't say I know where our friendship, or maybe relationship(?) is going, but I'm so excited to find out.

My New Nikon Coolpix S3000 Camera

Remember back in December when I posted about my Christmas Wishlist?
Well, I finally got my favorite item on that list...a Nikon camera.

It is just as amazing as I thought it would be. It takes amazing pictures, it has a lot of variety of scenes, and most importantly, it's gorgeous!

Mine is in this nice burgundy color.

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The camera itself is so thin and sleek that you wouldn't believe.

Just to show you how well it takes pictures, here's a picture I recently took of my growing nail polish collection:

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Up close shot...

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So far I have 64 bottles and I think my new Nikon Coolpix S3000 Camera does them all justice.

I highly recommend getting this camera. With a 2 GB memory card, it takes over 500 pictures*! Mine was about $109 but it was totally worth the price.

*With a 2 GB memory card, it is possible to store more photos than 500, if you change the photo size setting to a smaller size, it can store up to 5,000 pictures.

“He that can have Patience, can have what he will”

-Benjamin Franklin

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10 Things I Fear

Death. I think almost everyone fears this. What will happen after I die? How will I die? Who is going to miss me? Who will be happy that I'm gone? It just scares me.

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Pregnancy. I've mentioned this in another post, a long time ago, but I really do fear being pregnant. Or maybe I just feel that when I am pregnant, I will be scared to death about birth and how painful it will be.

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Living in the Real World. As of now, I live with my mom. Because, after all, I am 15. But graduating high school and going off to college scares me. My life will be drastically different.

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Pain. I have an extremely low tolerance of pain. I can hardly handle a migraine! Just talking about it makes me cringe.

Throwing Up.  You're probably thinking "What?", but I am completely serious. I have never thrown up since I was a baby, so young I can't even remember what it's like. The thought of food coming up my throat and out of my mouth uncontrollably is just horrifying!

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Heights. This is a pretty common fear, so I'm not going to go into it.

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Stairs. I always have this sick thought in the back of my head that while I am going up, or even down, the stairs, some sick bastard is going to push me and I will hurt myself or die.

Elevators. Another common fear. I can ride an elevator without crying, but it still really scares me. I mainly get scared that the elevator will fall or get stuck.

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Guys. I never want to be heart-broken over a guy. I never have and the fear of it happening is always going to be there. Even if I have been with that person for 5 years, even if I am in love with that person. Even if we get married and start a family...

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Sitting in the Front Seat of a Car. You will never, and I mean NEVER find me sitting in the front seat of a car unless it is my mother driving or I am somehow forced to. Some people drive so fast that I am scared I'll pop out of my seat, go straight through the windshield and die.

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Re-Post: I Pledge...

Today's repost actually means a lot to me. Way back in August of 2010, I created a promise to myself. It's pretty much all of my morals (okay, maybe not all) wrapped up into a small, but meaningful, post.
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...to never give up on the person I have feelings for.
...to be true to myself.
...to respect myself and my body.
...to let go of the pressure in my life, whether it's friends or enemies.
...to wait until I'm in love for marriage.
...to wait until marriage for sex.