First Day of School Experience

8:00 pm, the night before- So, Ive been getting ready all day. I've waxed my brows, painted my nails, and Ive been debating outfits all day. I'm probably 70% normal, 10% excited, 20% nervous at this point.

7:17 am- Ive done my hair and makeup and Im all dressed. Now Im waiting for the bus to arrive. 40% normal, 30% nervous, 30% excited right now.

7:34 am- Im on the bus now, I found a friend from last year and we sat together. So I don't feel so alone and awkward. I'm 50% nervous, 50% normal.

4:03 pm- So I just got home. I rode the bus home, except it was funner in the afternoon. The day was really good. I met some new people. The teachers are really nice, the classrooms are easy to find, and the day went by fast. As of now, Im 70% normal, 30% nervous for tomorrow.

10:40 pm- Im about to go to bed. After an exhausting day, Im so ready for sleep! I'm not so nervous anymore. I can't wait for the weekend! I'm already tired of school and homework! 80% normal, 15% excited, 5% nervous. Goodnight.

24 Hours

In twenty four hours, I'll be in school. The first day of school is tomorrow. I'm excited, but nervous! I'm prepared, but not ready. I'll make new friends and enemies. Which is good, if people didn't have haters I think we wouldn't be so strong.
I'm going to update before and after school. I'll do one post at two different times. So you'll be updated on my first day as fresh meat.

Equality

Prop 8 was overturned! I'm so happy! If you didn't know, I am really big on gay rights. So when I heard that gay marriage was allowed in California in 2005, I was really excited! Then Prop 8 was passed. I don't understand why two people who love each other, gay or straight, aren't allowed to marry. Anyway, now Prop 8 is gone! Gay people have the right to marry again! Hopefully this time it'll last.
Click here for more on the defeat of Prop 8.

Summer Obsession

I could go on and on about why he's my obsession...
His smile is gorgeous, his voice is hot, his eyebrows are beautiful!
His body...makes me want to melt. I could spend hours staring at his perfectly-sculpted abs, and his huge biceps.
If you watch Criminal Minds. Derrick Morgan, his character, is so funny, manly, powerful, and just plain sexy!
He may be 40, but that doesn't stop me! I'll be fantasizing about him even when he's 50...

What's the point of life?

Recently I've been thinking...is life pointless? I mean we go through so much in our lifetime; pain, heartbreak, crime, illness, sadness and much more. In the end, there's no reward. We just die.
Sure, there's so much more to live for, like marriage, children, college, and all the happiness that life might bring.
But let's be realistic. Some of us have great lives, others just didn't get that blessed. For those, life is hell.
Its almost as if life is just some game. The winners are the ones who have everything they could ever imagine and are happy. The losers are the people who find themselves in tough situations they can never get out of. Others are still playing this sick game, hoping they win in the end.
That brings me to the thought...what is the point of life?