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The kind of out of shape where you literally get tired walking up a few flights of stairs.
But today I remembered something I said to my track coach a day before Winter break: "I will."
I will...will what?
Coach H. asked me to get in shape for the 4x2 race when school starts up again. I of course agreed. I have been wanting to get back into running after my diagnosis of a stress fracture (in my ankle) a few months back. Trust me when I say that is one of the worst injuries a runner can have.
So seven weeks later I stand face-to-face with my coach, promising him that I will do my best to get back into shape for track.
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Well, Winter Break came and after a week in I started feeling guilty for doing absolutely nothing. No running, no nothing. Just being a couch potato.
I went to the mall Friday and what do you know? I saw my other coach, Coach R. at the mall. A sign maybe? I'd like to think so.
So today I set out a mission, to go out running. For as long as I can stand (literally). My anxiety almost took the best of me but I forced myself and reminded myself of the two words I said to Coach H.: "I will."
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I will work out.
I will try.
I will do my best.
I will get in shape.
I will not give up.
I will be the best version of myself that I can be.
"I will" doesn't just mean running, it goes for all aspects of my life and today's epiphany made me realize that.
Today I faced my fears, beat my anxiety, and went out running.
The fact that I was only out for exactly ten minutes? Well, it's the thought that counts.