30 Day Challenge: Day 3

What happened? I was doing so good with the challenge! I'm going to set this post back a day and pretend I posted it on time. (:

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Your biggest fear.

I am so afraid of heights, it ain't even funny.

I know people say that all the time but I'm actually being serious, not just being cliche.

Whenever I'm going upstairs to to my 3rd period class (on the third floor of my school) I get so afraid that someone will accidentally push me over the railing and I will fall and die. It would be a fast fall too (therefore causing more harm) especially since my backpack has to be an extra twenty pounds on me.

Even when I'm at the mall with friends or family. I hate being too close to the railing because I am afraid of falling somehow. I don't know why but I always see the bad things before I see the good. As soon as I'm too close for comfort I quickly walk to the other side or as far away as I can get really.

My friends seem to think it's funny since the mall is only two stories high. For me, it's two stories that I could fall off of and seriously hurt myself!

I think I've made it pretty clear how afraid I am of heights.

10 Things I Fear

Death. I think almost everyone fears this. What will happen after I die? How will I die? Who is going to miss me? Who will be happy that I'm gone? It just scares me.

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Pregnancy. I've mentioned this in another post, a long time ago, but I really do fear being pregnant. Or maybe I just feel that when I am pregnant, I will be scared to death about birth and how painful it will be.

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Living in the Real World. As of now, I live with my mom. Because, after all, I am 15. But graduating high school and going off to college scares me. My life will be drastically different.

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Pain. I have an extremely low tolerance of pain. I can hardly handle a migraine! Just talking about it makes me cringe.

Throwing Up.  You're probably thinking "What?", but I am completely serious. I have never thrown up since I was a baby, so young I can't even remember what it's like. The thought of food coming up my throat and out of my mouth uncontrollably is just horrifying!

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Heights. This is a pretty common fear, so I'm not going to go into it.

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Stairs. I always have this sick thought in the back of my head that while I am going up, or even down, the stairs, some sick bastard is going to push me and I will hurt myself or die.

Elevators. Another common fear. I can ride an elevator without crying, but it still really scares me. I mainly get scared that the elevator will fall or get stuck.

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Guys. I never want to be heart-broken over a guy. I never have and the fear of it happening is always going to be there. Even if I have been with that person for 5 years, even if I am in love with that person. Even if we get married and start a family...

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Sitting in the Front Seat of a Car. You will never, and I mean NEVER find me sitting in the front seat of a car unless it is my mother driving or I am somehow forced to. Some people drive so fast that I am scared I'll pop out of my seat, go straight through the windshield and die.

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